For whatever reason
I’ve always felt the need
to accomplish or achieve
whenever I’m doing anything<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I look at others
whom seem very happy
just living <\/p>\n\n\n\n
all they seem to require
is for life to be good<\/p>\n\n\n\n
good food
a good song, a good book, a good movie
Good company
whether it’s family, friends, pets
and it doesn’t even have to be all of the above<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s possible they want more
but they seem happy with just
Life being good<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I wish I could be like that<\/p>\n\n\n\n
It’s seems my happiness
Is dependent on this drive to accomplish or achieve
which requires success
which is very easy to measure<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I either achieve or accomplish it
or I don’t
and I constantly don’t<\/p>\n\n\n\n
And at the end of the day
even if there is progress
it’s hard, for me, to find happiness in that<\/p>\n\n\n\n
this is what I try to come to terms with<\/p>\n\n\n\n
daily<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I don’t even feel like I was successful explaining that. sigh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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